No Choice

I have no choice but to believe in God. I hate this. But I'm use to it. Never had trust like the Nine. Cryptic, cypher, hypnotic, highly erotic, esoteric crushed bones of future tension like a mouse trap.

Perception of a mind like one. Mouse trap that is.

Whatever, never, not very clever, ties I sever at the wrist, the mouth, and the legs.

I'm back from a treatment center

I learned that I was also addicted to alcohol. That was the cause of my near four month incarceration. I'm back and starting in fits and giggles.

Jim Lind

I met him for the last time and he looked like the stay puft marshmallow man. I kid you not. right out in public.

I was embarrassed to be talking to him but I did it anyway due to passed association with him. Nothing much changed with that guy.

Talking about some girl he likes. Well, those clothes have to go. It was all Dallas Cowboy gear. I don't get what he thinks is fashion sense.

He obviously didn't have any. Not in New Westminster. They are too forgiving there. It must cost him hundreds to look like that. Oh my god did he look comical.

Hi. to end the triumverate of Crystal Methamphetamine blog posts.

I'm in rehab because of my Crystal Methamphetamine addiction. You should try it too, if that's your drug of choice. Here's how Crystal Meth is poison.

Crystal is the description. Of what it should like. Meth is a prefix. But what's in the prefix. I know what amphetamines are. They have derivatives of it, you can get it through prescription.

Unfortunately, I can't because I'm addicted to Methamphetampine. You figure that one out.

Anyway, meth is a prefix. What is in it? You don't know and you cannot get through whatever ails you.

That's it. Short and sweet. Don't do Crystal Meth-Amphetamine unless you are willing to describe some unwilling truths.

Eat shit and die, want to multiply?

I'm tired of sex
I'm tired of you

get off my bed
get out of my head

dedicated to the woman I wanted to make my wife at the age of 21. She was 21 as well.

Thank you.

edited! listen? Her name was Elizabeth Goertzen. Her cool name was Betty! She was reverse Veronica! She died in a car accident with my sister at the intersection I told the whole fucking neighbourhood. The only family to apologize to me directly, was the Tessemakers. A family full of young women like Heidi. Especially Tanya! I will have you forever inside my Mark Lanegan moment at the Orpheum Theater! Queens of the Stone Age rule your stupid, inspid, Ryan Adams lyrics about women.

Fuck you, I'm all out of Enemies!

Alive in the Un(Known)

This is obviously not a theory that works for everyone. This is the way I live. By the seat of my pants.

And when I thought I met a fellow traveller who did the same thing; I flew in feet first with my left foot being caught in a leg hold trap.

Hey, Reese! Thanks for letting me come on to strong with you. Now, I know how to conduct myself. You are going to be a strong woman.

The age thing should have clued me in. There is a World! of worlds of worlds of different between 21 and 32. Especially, the life I lead.

I'm a very intense person but I know when I broke someone's "booze". I have always known when to leave a room.

Thanks for reading what I had to write. I'm not obsessive, I just go where I'm needed. And if you don't need me there, then I'm not going. I will visit my Aunt, though.

And you cannot stop me!!!

This is my first attempt at a video.

The first one is called "Hugo Chavez Overdrive" I enjoyed playing it and listening to it again. Pardon the 'quick cam' grainy footage. Get over it if you don't like it. It's music!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKKqs8oBB_U

Here is the second song. It is called, "Willis Dyer". I saw a video called, "Gentrification" by him and you would not believe the noise you can here. Here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDRV4K5D8nI

about a black man not being able to get some sleep. They call it 'Urban Renewal':

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faR4EtV2Nk4

This one is one take. Dedicated to your hard work in winning me back from my morose, "What Have I Done!? phase" Here's some fun.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGxlzKvlvus

This one is called Reeses Peeces Jam.